...I would like to post in this entry my three (yes, only three) entries from my Blogspot blog, Canis familiaris, in order to give potential readers a feel for the reason(s) I blog and my writing style:
Many times in the past 24 hours I have opened and gazed upon the photo of a tricolor pit bull mix puppy sitting in the NYCACC. He reminds me strikingly of a Doberman, with his black and rust markings and his soulful eyes. He is wearing a red harness, which stands out against his ebony fur - he is afflicted with demodicosis - a form of mange. He sits in a small cage, gazing out from behind the bars with a most plaintiff expression and my heart breaks for him each time I see the picture; I want to have him pulled and sent the 5+ hours here to me for foster, to see him healthy, trained and loved; in the end to see him in a forever home. Ultimately, however, my fiancé decides he isn't ready for a new foster. Tricolor boy still sits in the NYCACC cage, alone and scared.When I stop and think that my decision to foster or not foster may mean the difference between finding a loving home and living a long healthy life or euthanasia, tears come to my eyes.This pet overpopulation problem is man-made. There is no shortage of dogs and cats, even other species, who are in need of a home to call their own. Responsible breeding is not the issue. Irresponsible breeding - for the sake of making money or having the biggest, baddest dog on the block, or even just to let the kids see the miracle of life - that is the issue. Currently Petfinder.com lists 303,454 adoptable pets from around the United States. All of these animals were the result of irresponsible ownership and breeding. A responsible breeder would be embarrassed to find one of their offspring listed. A backyard breeder doesn't even recognize them as one of their own. Had tricolor boy been born to a responsible breeder, he likely wouldn't be afflicted with mange. He would not be sitting alone in a cold cage waiting for some kind soul in rescue to pull him out and find him hope. He would be healthy, happy and loved.Sadly, there are likely thousands more animals like Tricolor boy not listed, or roaming the streets hungry and unloved. The need outweighs the supply of rescues, shelters and individuals working to save these animals and multitudes of these poor souls are put to sleep each day across the country for lack of a loving foster or forever home, for lack of space and money, for lack of a caring, responsible breeder to support them throughout their lives.Tonight I continue to think about Tricolor boy - his is not a face I am likely to forget soon, and with it comes unbidden the grief the sometimes comes along with being involved in rescue, of knowing it isn't possible to save them all, but still wanting to. And then I return once again to the photo of Tricolor boy and consider what can be done for him, one among many."
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I woke up this morning to the happy news that tricolor boy in NYC had been pulled by a rescue. Not the rescue with which I volunteer, but a rescue that would give him a chance at life nevertheless.
Happily, I reflect on his Doberman-like features and once again I feel that familiar bite of Doberman-desire that has afflicted me for nigh a decade now.
The desire for a well-bred Doberman competes with my rescue-passionate personality. Purchasing a puppy bred from a responsible breeder costs approximately $1500, more or less dependent on the breeder and the circumstances.
That's $1500 that could be used for rescue.
It also would render me unable to foster for some time. With a beagle/toy terrier mix who is other-female aggressive already owning my heart, and a potentially other-male aggressive Doberman to follow, I may be unable to take in an adult dog, and the fiancé adamantly refuses to foster a puppy, for fear of becoming too attached.
Plus, puppy would require time and training to make him into a respectable member of society. Dobermans are smart as a whip, but require firm, constant training and it could be some time before I could even think about working with another dog.
Additionally, purchasing a dog from a breeder means one less potential home for an adoptable in need.
I justify my decision based on the fact that the Doberman is a sickly breed - vWD, wobblers, HD, cardiomyopathy - and the only way to be 99% ensured health and longevity is from a line known for health and longevity from a breeder.
Plus, I want to compete in obedience trials, which often require a purebred, registered dog (to do at upper levels).
No matter how I look at it, along with the flood of Doberman-puppy-desire comes a pang of guilt for those pit bulls on my rescue's forum, looking for a foster home or a forever home that I could potentially give."
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My fiancé recently caved and agreed to foster again - his foster of choice was Maurice, a black and white ACD/pit bull mix puppy at about five months of age, a dog whose face reminded him faintly of Blazer, a dog he knows and loves.
The news should have made me ecstatic - was I not desperate to foster again, to do something for the rescue about which I was so passionate?
Instead, I decided I was not ready to give it another shot just yet. Maurice tugged at my heartstrings, yes, and when I sometimes think about cuddling with him here, close to me, I think that it would be wonderful but the doubt overrules the desire - he is a high energy mix and we are not a high energy family, our house and yard are small and yet un-fenced. It just isn't the right time, nor the right place.
This makes me realize the infinite amazingness of those who always, without blinking, have room in their homes for a foster or two, or nineteen - those who turn their schedules inside out, their houses upside down and their hearts into mush for these much deserving dogs.
They take a dog full of vices and turn them into canine ambassadors, adoptable and ready to be loved and they do it with little thanks.
I can think of a handful in my rescue alone, a handful I know outside of that too, people who will not turn down a dog in need.
There are some of us, such as myself, who aspire to do something as meaningful for these dogs as giving them a temporary home until they find their forever one but to the dogs, the time and money given are nothing compared to that home.
To the crate of their own, warm blankets, a soft couch and regular meals.
Walks, playtime, love and attention, socialization.
I know Maurice is in capable hands where he is at and I hope to go visit him if I can, possibly while helping with a transport? Probably while somehow donating my time.
As for myself, I will someday open my home to a foster again. I can't say when it will be, but I know whenever it is, there will be plenty of dogs in need and I will certainly not have enough spots to offer to them all.
My apologies to Maurice, for just not being ready yet. I know his forever home will come.
My deepest thanks to the fosters, of every kind of animal in every part of the world, for the amazing work they do."
Hopefully in making this move I can gain a larger readership and therefore remember to blog more regularly.
Now, I am off to finish a media law paper that I can't quite seem to make sound the way I want.